Following Our Gifts and BASELINE 

There’s a lot that has happened inside after making the choice, this promise to myself, to be my best, for me.

I reckon I have spent most of my time so far looking up at the mountain that is life’s challenges, whist jumping from rock to rock at the bottom, because it felt like it was enough for a fun and simplistic life.  Yet all the while I kept trying to balance out and seperate my desires from my wants, tried to tame a wildness I’d allowed myself to believe was innefective, a self-destructive swing that always seemed to foil deeds, whether dashing or dastardly.

I am supremely grateful for my life, I believe through and through that it is enough for me and that is where things start to get interesting.

The deep instinctive me that may well be gliding through the eons as part of a greater adventure, of which this is but one aspect quite possibly happening at the exact same point and time as everything else that ever was or will be, is super happy.  Well why not! There’s a magic to this world that was inconceivable a hundred years ago and if the Play does indeed Mirror Life then we are as beautifully creative and destructive as everything else, with the added bonus of knowing that we are witnessing it.  That is a pretty amazing place to find ourselves every day we wake up!

The me that has accepted the dual reality of infinite and temporal has decided to take a chance, to bet on my strengths, they are Our Gifts after all, our weaknesses are more akin to a dark and winding tunnel so full of twists and turns that we could follow them for a thousand lifetimes and still only find suffering around every corner. Our Gifts however are the unique opportunities to find something so great, that gratitude alone could never explain what they mean to us.

Indulge yourself in what you are good at, find a drive for the effort to make them something you are great at, and be ok with it taking a long time to become great in the eyes of others.

I find myself occasionally anxious to the point of near incapacity as I look forward now, it hits me in the oddest ways and at the most obscure times, but the pieces are all here inside me to push through it, stand tall and thrive. Elements of everything I have ever experienced float up to the surface fulfilling their capacity, enlightening me at that time (in the most physical representation of the word). I make a point to remember my brain is just a muscle, seperate from the electrical impulses flashing through it as thought, I relax it and then I send that relaxation down into the brain stem (the image I recall from school science classes due to its inherent simplicity). 

It appears to be impossible to hold anxiety, fear, confusion, stress etc. and all the rest when the brain muscle itself lacks tension. I do the same for the heart muscle and feel my shoulders drop away from my ears again, the bottom of my jaw relaxes, closely followed by my belly, I guess more will reveal itself over time but for now this seems to be enough, enough for my strengths to have free reign and an unobstructed path to their expression again.

Enough to see what can be for this fleshy vehicle and its amazing playground we call life.

The future still looks overwhelming, the ideas still too grand in all their humane nobility. Yet time and again, when the muscles relax, the drive for this expression of my strengths returns, the future is still a different place from where I am now and there is a pleasantly lengthy amount of time to get things done in.

Nothing special at first, but as I gain traction with myself I feel deep down that the story will become ridiculously interesting, as humbly as I can say I know that there is something in my words and the way I interact through them that will be immensely helpful, some might say profound, but certainly useful, straight-forward, practical and without flowery nonsense.

As an afterward, everything I will be sharing is largely a deliberate effort to release all the information from every text source I have ever read in favour of finding the actual physically measurable and provable. It is time to find a better baseline for humanity.

Misassumptions and Remedies

Misassumptions

Law Of Attraction

Ok, so everyone is on this bandwagon.  That is wonderful by the way, who wouldn’t like a little more? I have a problem with the teaching of this process in its requirement that an individual combine thought, emotion and action based vibrational content to actuate a manifestation. It seems a little too much like putting a learner driver in a manual gearbox car that has no clutch and telling them that matching revs is what will allow them to change gear.  There is so much more information needed, consistently, until some measure of experience is gained and even then all they are likely capable of doing is blasting around in whatever gears they can manage to get, not knowing if they have found all the gears, found the correct gear for the job in hand etc.

Where is the advancement of understanding that brings about the automatic gearbox? Or at least give everyone a clutch and a little diagram that lets them know a little about what gears they have available and what they should be using under different circumstances. Or is it just that those gifted (as in received, kids) with answers got so carried away with playing ‘Get Me Mine’ that they forgot to turn the page on the user manual and read the next chapter they were supposed to share?

The Alternative?

Take your newly practiced HALO, by now you will either,

A: Be recognising a myriad of differences within you and your experiences becoming autonomous actions, ones of such vibrant nature that your senses will be engorged. Or,

B: Of not quite given Faith to yourself in the HALO exercises and be muttering, stuttering and generally in need of doing the hard feckin work. Getting yourself out of the dreams of what life will be like once you are a master and becoming the dang master is the only way you will ever know. Or you can go do another fancy program you pay “an appropriate amount for so that you appreciate it and feel motivated to do it”?

Repetition of your past or REPETITION FOR YOUR FUTURE.

Everything important to you will hold in your HALO. Anything you only think you want will be unable to be held there. In this way you will have a permanent storage facility linked to every conceivable dimension of your existence.  This facility and all within it will vibrate uniquely linking you to everything that was always meant for you. Be grateful for what is yours to experience.

The Genesis – NOT religious.

Ok, so thanks for turning up.  The first sentence of this post was not always this one. There’s one a little lower down that fills that role. I just wanted to add a tiny bit more emphasis to it by, pretty much apologising to those of you for whom words and their structure hold a reverent position.  I really have butchered language here, it has been a while.  The truth within works though.  Delivery can be improved, truth Is.

 

 

The following is literally the first draft of what I hope will be the beginning of a larger project that attempts to condense what I see as my (blah) knowledge and experience on matter. (hehe Working title just became “What’s The Matter?”). One day I might open a thank you box for folk to drop a few bucks into as way of gratitude but only to satisfy a childhood bug bear and not really because it’ll be required/needed, maybe it’ll be for the monumentously amazeballs shit for heaps of other people fund, or some such throw away pop philanthropy.

 

The Genesis
This book will assume you have your own experiences and framework you are approaching life with and that one of the main reasons for investing in my perspective on things is that you have felt left short, overwhelmed or plain confused by other information sources you have tried to learn from.
The only background on what I am going to tell you that seems relevant is to let you know that after decades of searching, both intuitively and through long hours work, is that I believe in Faith. Faith is the key. Belief to your core that the path you have chosen will bring to you all that you hope for and are willing to pursue through the difficulties that are the paper walls between here and there.
Faith is the circle of life created as strength rises and feeds us and peace settles us and reminds us to be patient receivers.
We have within us the Halo (- Yoda – Heavenly Attracted Law Of). This halo expands above and below us like the structure of the supposed physical universe (longer, bigger, even more complex story behind this sentence, which is quite possibly of the inane rabbit hole variety and while my own predisposition is to explore rabbit holes as I seem wired with the capacity to broach the boundaries of sanity and return with only minor cosmetic damage) and then through every possible (and probably impossible) angular dimension. It is irrelevant for the process of awareness and understanding of self to know the why, how and where now to you say? of this. The Halo is a structure in its infancy of understanding the way once many of the internal systems of the body were understood in what is now viewed as ranging between infantile and idiocy.
To begin with it is important to accept that the link we see between our body, brain, emotional existence and deeper inner drive/experience is incomplete. Has been distorted by religions moralistic quandary. Is under a siege of sorts from the corporate marketing necessity. Has made astounding leaps in the previous two decades. Is still probably ranging somewhere between infantile and idiotic.
From my own experience there is energetic movement that rises from below on the right/solider side and crosses to nourish the left hand side of our ‘body’ with strength. This cross-over occurs in the same area as we find T9 (very ish), the point being that it is somewhat markedly different in physical location form the traditionally cited points (TCM/Vedic). It is here that it funnels, contracts and enters the other half of our body expanding to fill the left as it naturally had the right, bringing a much needed energy source. At the same time and around the T3 area (yup, ish-ish again for now) of the left/finer side what can be labeled peace funnels, contracts and crosses over to the right/solid side and soothes it down, taming it into patience and adding sureness to the already inherent strength. This process I call Halo because it is observed as a dynamic cycle richest in its vibrancy, flowing between the cross-over points and creating the sensation of (freakin ding, ding, ding) a halo of the angelic variety.
As an interesting side-note for further questioning and assuming that religious texts belong in the infantile to idiotic pile rather than the patently misleading and destructive pile (only Ego could honestly claim we are the first generation to get-it), what if the image of the halo as a bridge between worlds, the point of mirroring between dimensions has some merit? Maybe just its geographical location was misconstrued? There’s a metaphorical angel in all of us flipped in some other trans-dimensional direction and experiencing us from that perspective? Maybe just maybe the infinite scope of these interlacing dimensionalities sharing but these two identifiable markers and being openly available for communication between this infinite possibilities holds explanation for and furtherance of every single viewpoint on the point, purpose and experience of this thing we call life? That every thought on the subject of what God/The Universe/Gaia etc. were all just bloody good attempts at bringing this information into consciousness. How’d we all go from that point into our future?

Ok, so, Strength funnels out of the right to feed what appears to be a strength malnourished left and the left funnels out Peace to a right side so overcharged with strength that it has probably succumbed to any number of maladies of the egotistical variety and is generally somewhere between meh and totally stuffed as a productive driver.
As with all things in life, the instantaneous result is so close to myth there is a great big sign over the top of it yelling Just Do The Fricken Work and Stop Looking For The Shortcut. So just put in the daily practice, put it into a routine that you absolutely guarantee you will definitely do at least once per week for ten to twenty minutes and that doing it once will be such a great success that you will be pumped and charged and stoked enough to try it again the week after and if you miss a week that’ll be ok because it must of been super busy and so this week sometime will do and even if you miss this week then whenever you do get the chance to start up again merely thinking about starting up will be such a monumental choice you will of made that even getting around to doing it will be secondary to just remembering it exists.
Lower your expectations and then smash them out of the park…soft ball with kindergarten children folks, home run every time.

Ok, well at least read this one first and then decide if you’re game enough to step into nkdness 

Hey. How’s it going? Honestly, how does it feel like it is going? I know for me there is an aching inside that remains unnourished. A little quiver of hope that there is more to come, a deeper, more beautiful connection to be made, something that feels closer, warmer and more caring. I would say that I am painfully hollow when it comes to the accepted notion of careers, selling my time for a living and joining in with the devaluation of human potential that permeates most of what I see before me in the big old wide world.This is my first step. Somewhere down the track I will polish up my writing, for now enjoy it in its rawest, rarest form. It hasn’t been out of the box in a couple of decades and still enjoys alliteration, simple word play and would like to remember more about how punctuation really works.

I know for sure there will be something useful for you inside here, it is just a matter of me getting it out in some sort of coherent order. We are gonna start with the physical, as it appears to be the soundest way to solidify a good foundation. I will get you through turning your body into a capable tool, irregardless of how you want it to look, it will end up a more efficient vehicle for exploring your life. Linking your mind into the same goal structure as your body; simple ways to make sure you think as elegantly as you will be moving. As we shape and polish a good baseline combination we can start exploring potential add-ons; the things that will take whatever abstract beauty you perceive to be the real you and link it to functional a capability unique to what you want out of your life. These add-ons will come to the surface as we go a little deeper into the what-for and why-hell-not of life.

I am a little sketchy on claiming to have all the answers. I will though state right now that I have most of them haphazardly jumbled, inter-linked by lines and hasty doodles waiting patiently for me to pull a cord and open myself up like a paper lantern of intricate detail. I hope that someone joins me for the journey because I can only honestly state that I believe this process will have worth for you.

Here is to innate honesty, rabbit holes that become bright doorways and the realisation that a magical life is available to everyone willing to learn how to make it function in their favour.

Read THIS and Follow ME

Outlining where this is going – The Journeys Map

Ok, time is short and content is full, good job I am patient. The following is an outline of where the blog will be travelling, the break down of topics and the squirly bits that will tie everything together, eventually.

There have now been self-development books, courses and other paraphernalia for more than enough time for us to be scientifically capable of measuring an overall improvement in the world, Right? So what the bloody hell has gone wrong? Why does it appear to be more about learning to marketeer than it does to ensure a new base line is drawn? A basic understanding and capacity that everyone should of had access to by now, should be lifted up to look at the world from, a new simple, a new evolution? Why then is there such a lackluster community drive? Who is out there doing a better job of dumbing down and enraging the majority into idiocy while the information continues to spew out of every new source like it is the first time, neatly avoiding the fact that much of the work is re-hashed into deeper convolution for the beneft of purpetuation of the industry. How do the two sides of this sit together and not resent the position, you’re selling hope but disguising it in BS to make sure that you get yours first?

Introducing:

INCEP

Intial Concept Educational Programming.

This is not new information, kind of. This is where you should be able to be by now. These are the basic elements of fluid self-mastery that wil provide a sound base for all future desires.

Over the coming undefined period of time, as and when, when the mood takes, its a lifetime of work but i’d like it out soon. I will drill down to the basic structure of what must be done in order to achieve the very minimum of where the fuck you should be by now. This may sound like an abrasive accusation, that is nice, you roll with that. In part I think I am alot closer to where you are right now than where this journey will ultimately take us and in all honesty that is probably the difference between what has transpired within an industry at the forefront of scientific-but-not-allowed-to-be-a-science and my approach here. I can see the lure of monetising knowledge as a sort of proof of life but I am far more tempted towards the idea of a world where the basic understanding enjoyed by everyone allows, encourages and supports a capacity for more. More scientific advancement, more hummanitarian capability, more exploration of the deep oceans and the vastness of our universe, more works of beauty being created by more people, more understanding, tolerance (but less at the same time!), more authentic transparency, not the faux choice you are sold by governments and corporations but a true understanding and involvment that brokers intimate transparency between all things.

So here I am going to throw down the four basics, the four basics states of being that show to yourself, and by proxy the remainder of the global species, an inherent undestanding and capability to pursue and enjoy an exellent life. I will break down into as simple as I can the things you must be able to apply for yourself and to yourself, in order to become, well yourself? Along the way I will try not to get too engrossed into the information and confuse your shit. Ultimately we will get to a good place.

In my opinion these are the four elements we must have under control in order to progress any further without a snap-back effect of having left something unfinished to trip us up later on down the track.

FAT LOSS – Your understanding and mastery of input/output

BODY CONDITIONING – Your readiness to interact effectively with everything life offers you

MINDSET – A two pronged necessity you will have under control through successful applicaton of the first two items on this list and ready for where it can take you next 

ENERGY FLOW – If you still harbour doubts as to the all invasive existence and requirement of as-yet-unmeasurable-energy, tough. Deal with it, it is as real and vital as the air you breathe and it is just as easy to control its inspiration and expiration.

By gettting you top notch, all-over-it in these four areas of life everything else will become radically changed.  After that you can decide how much deeper you want to go into things but this is the BASIC THAT EVERYBODY IN THIS DAY AND AGE SHOULD BE HITTING ON A DAILY BASIS AND NO EXCUSES HAVE ANY VALIDITY. PUT ASIDE ALL YOUR PISSWEAK EXCUSES, GIVE YOURSELF A SMILE AND A WINK AND DECIDE THAT IT IS TIME YOU GAVE YOURSELF PERMISSION TO BE AWESOMELY BASIC. There is a great chance you will not be doing anyting as tough as changing the entire world, so lighten up, the challenge here is not a big one. It is the most basic, it is one you can share with your kids if you have them, your friends if they’re not overly racist closed-off twats, random folk you meet in queses places who seem interested and yet terrified of speaking to strangers. Or just keep it to you and your mirror, a journal to prove to yourself you can choose more and the life you are able to lead by getting your shit together and becoming ok with the basics.

For-existential – Five things to consider when Forex trading

As part of my attempts to produce on income for myself and the family I have spent much of the last twelve months engaged in the pursuit of riches online with Forex trading.

With the recent comotion around #Grexit I am once again faced with re-building an account that has once again snapped back in my face. It is a painful thing to lose money you needed, money you had mentally prepared to remove from an online account into circulation for your own ends. The flavour of this pain is different every time. 

The first (and still the largest) was outright debilitating shock, I literally ceased to function at any reasonable level for a while, indeed I stayed away from trading for about four weeks while I processed moving from a position of elation and even a touch of pride in myself (the mechanics of which I will cross another time) to the utter dismay of seeing an entire years income vanish in a matter of days while what I had foreseen and intended to trade took place, only with me disfunctionally on the opposite side of the trade. Had I but waited patiently and gotten some sleep I would of taken a years income and turned it into actual debt-free existence.

This loss has had a profound effect on my trading. In many ways it has matured my approach not just with this but across the board. For the first time in my life I have begun to value self-discipline; what was once shunned as too restrictive, the antagonist to free-spirited ideals, an emissary of ‘the Man’ suddenly registered as the defining characteristic of sucessfully finding my inner capabilites and getting to spend some quality time with them. In fact there is a hint of sadness now as I look back and see all the times in my life so far that the lack of discipline has self-sabotaged things that appeared to be vibrant, meaningful contributions to my life and yet finished up rather dull examples of ordinary.

Through improving self-discipline (note to self: finish ‘4 Hour Chef’ by @tferriss 4hourchef and explore meta-learning principles for self-discipline) I have built from nothing into what would be considered an excellent percentage return. This process was casual, enjoyable and to some extent effortless. Now four times since I have built my account only to hit a similar figure value and come unstuck, make poor choices, lose discipline and lose in a large, rapid, chunk that which had taken several weeks to construct. Self-discipline need only falter for a moment it seems for a world to come crashing down.

It seems this should of been emphasised during  school education (although my own functioning grey matter would probably of found some way to by-pass its absorption no doubt, arse of a thing). Self-discipline is merely a tool to be employed to achieve something. It really is quite simple and yet it has taken 35 years to impress upon me, I would like to find this hightly unfair but I really dont have the time to spend feeling sorry for myself.

Self-discipline is by far the number one tool you must have when engaging with the game of finance, all else becomes moot should you fail at this task. It could well be the most vital tool for anyone, everyone and all those others too.

Number two on the list when exploring money making with markets is simplicty. Specifically being media shy, news ignorant and technical indicator light. Excessive amounts of noise from all these sources dilute the rythmn with which the charts do and do not flow. Their tempo and gracefulness foretell direction, determination and expectation. Often times news will appear to confuse itself between the chicken and the egg with banal stories thrown around as sound reasoning as a chart grows tiresome of its trending movement and issues a desire for change. Through simplicity you will create an income for yourself because the times when it is clear as day what is happening are frequent enough that even a small hand will achieve great things.

The magic number three leads us to, well the magic. Ones own power of thought creation and capacity to believe the reality of those thoughts before they are as yet physically measurable. A whole series, or at least one very in-depth tome of a post will undoubtably follow in the coming weeks regarding my own mechanical disassembly of the manifestation process, suffice to say it pains me to see so many people out there monetising something that should be open source, especially as these same individuals claim Love and Humanity as bedrocks of their beliefs. Surely a world further ahead and more creatively competent is preferable to personal profiteering. Ask yourself; then write down concisely, the level of income per year that is the bare minimum you would accept surving on. Make sure this figure is grouded enough that you can actually picture yourself doing something mundane while having this much (anyone can imagine sitting in a flash car and cruising on a private jet with millions, the skill is in walking the dog and making a sandwich as a truly wealthy individual through and through). Then take this number and chunk it to monthly, weekly and daily amounts; you now have a baseline.

If you ever have a position that in a day unexpectedly delivers a week or months requirement, take it. Take it and take a week off. This is the fourth factor of Forex. Know when to separate from your account. Know that when you are given a grace you must grab it and walk away. It is a signpost, a red flag of trouble around the corner, the crest of the wave is going to clean you up from behind. This is the moment that will show you how greedy you are. Greed is good. Greed is bad. There are no absolutes except in hindsight and you should absolutely of taken that trade and taken a week off to freshen up.

Five. Finally. Patience. You have a target, you have your baseline. Now is the time to accept that getting eighty percent of the way there will undoubtedly appear to be both slow and painful. Once there though, a feat that can be achieved through the resilient diligence of patient practice; remembering that much like in physical training where each repitition of each exercise should be approached as practice for the next repitition, each time you observe an opportunity the time should be taken to know what it is you intend to do with this trade, the in, the out, the fall back, the why, the what might be happening if this does go wrong and how that can be traded. Learn to repeat yourself and with each repitition become better.

Your destination is only a few simple repititions away.

Hello world! (exclamation optional)

My first thought was to try the micophone skit: “hello, hello <tap, tap, tap> anybody there?” Then I realised this was a piss weak way to introduce what is ultimately a reflection of what is within.

It is more fitting to begin with (I believe I recently caught this from a @neilhimself tweet and am sharing in essence not accuracy): “The point is to share with your readers those dark depths of thought which you would never speak openly to another”.

This boldness will be the coenerstone of what I share. My specialist subject (as the old TV show Mastermind would of named it) is most accurately described as Optimum Human Capacity. What are we truly possible of achieving within ourselves? I have garnered practical experience in areas such as: optimum nutrition and physical development; I can help you change your physical body in less time than it takes to purchase a house. My early interests in the development of the ‘sixth sense’ skills related to remote viewing, psychometry and intuitive behaviours have developed over the years. I have practised and taught meridian therapies, energy healing modalities alongside traditional therapies. I have and continue to study the current facination with manifestation; in all its abstract, well intentioned, ambiguities. I believe in its capability, just wonder why the people espousing it fail to clearly teach its implementation?

I owe my brain a rest. It has accepted the input of information the subsequent analysis, experimentation and often times abuse in pursuit of the knowledge all good information should aquire. Maybe here it can find some solace, some clarity, someone to whom the bespoke truths resonate in that deeply satisfying way all the greatest truths do. Maybe I will just be able to look at the world with a little less cynicism, maybe I’ll begin to see solutions where once only problems infested, maybe I’ll just have some fun with writing.

Bon chance